December 30th, 2020 I share the following with those who would meditate on their own place in the light of God. May my humbled state and the compassion of Christ move you into his comfort:
I prayed: "By faith I declare I am but a husk , a solid and rambling form. I am what carries light forward into this world through the Spirit of Light, access which is given by the authority set upon your Son of whom I am bound to. May all that comes through me honor you and your will, and may the deeds and thoughts which cascade through this form be ever defeated for this goal. Amen."
In the Spirit of Comfort the Lord replied: "Those who are willing find me waiting. You are among few who would stand before me and allow faith to overcome them in their form. You are not forgotten, you are among an assembly of light filled horrrors, those who are imparted unto me. I do not ask you to do what you do, I ask nothing of you. What you do to honor me and my place you do of your own willingness. This is what sets you apart. Do not be distressed, your body fights to remain attached to the world in which you were raised to die in. You are witness to this exposure and then you are shown that there is more that you have not been raised to acknowledge. This is why you are embattled. Despite this, you fight to be a part of me. I offer you nothing that you do not ask for. I give you nothing that you do not need. The means in which you lack are attached to your flesh, and the sin it carried out of the womb. You are not capable in the world to change the path you are on in death. But the life in you has a path laid out which is not of the world, but is instead of eternal value. You are capable of much by the authority set upon me, because I am also of the Spirit of Light which you value. You are constrained by challenges that I am witness to. These are not my concern, as I do not see you through them nor the actions you take because of them."
In my awareness and humility I replied: "Lord, I am being reminded of this which I know, because I am struggling to understand why I am not of more value to you in the world. It is again my worldly expectations seeking favor which under old mediation came upon those who served righteously under Law. It is error, and I am sorry. I regret that I am so weak in front of you and the Father. I have nothing and am barely capable to exist without falling into maddness."
In the Spirit of compassion the Lord then said: "I am with you and are witness to what you do to observe light. You are leaderless, without true family, and without love that would comfort you in your trials. Yet I see you are worthy of me, and you are capable of great things in my sight. You do what is asked of you, and this is how it will be acknowledged in the Father as well. Do not examine the error which you are bound in, instead meditate on your place in me."
I answered, in depth: "Yes Lord. Mercy of the Father, grace from sin, hope of a soul. Amen." --- May this speak to your place in God and comfort you who aee embattled by your bejng in the world during these times of trial and fear and suffering.