Love manifest

 I am listening.

You want to know what is happening to mankind and you describe this through your love for me?

No.

I have said to you that this is the way in which knowledge is perfect. As a result of this, what needs to be said and heard, cannot be heard. Do you understand?

Yes.

Why do you not listen?

I want to hear what I do not know, but, I can not sincerely say it is because I love you that I seek knowledge. Not at this moment. I seek you out because you are the source, and this is why I come to you. I would take what you supply me with, and share it, as what you have given me, or I would share it in a way that is not threatening to those who do not believe. I would do this because I am then putting them first, not you. So I understand why I cannot hear what must be heard. I love you above all other things, I come to you because of this, and set aside myself so I may draw from you. But, to say I do so because of love for you, I cannot clarify that.

It is not for you to describe how much love you show me, it is how much love you are given. Do you understand this?

No. Allow me to consider.

I have some barrier that stops me from accepting love.

Yes, you do. What is that barrier?

I do not consider myself of any value, so I cannot qualify love as valuable. I have had to be reminded very often that I am loved by you.

I cling to this about you. You have never been insincere with me, and you hold so much potential in me. Yet you describe the love you receive by how you deserve it, which is always in a deficit. You do not have to earn my love, my son. It is always waiting for you to accept.

This, I struggle with, like Moses and his speech impediment. It is apparently a part of me. How do I accept love?

By remaining true to me, as you do. Consider this then: A man walks into a room, and he sees what is waiting for him to eat on the table. He washes his hands from the dirt of his labor, and sits in front of the meal prepared for him. He is thankful for the meal in his heart, and that made the food settle well in his body. He finishes what he can, because there is more than what he can eat in front of him. He enjoyed the meal so much, he wraps the remaining food up, and takes it with him. He sees a man walking by. And he calls out to him. He offers the man the remainder of his meal, because the love he had for the meal compels him to share it, to see the same joy in another. The stranger decides to take the food, and he eats it quickly in front of the man. He then hands the wrapping back to the man, and thanks him for the food, leaving with a smile. The man is satisfied already, and he considers that the remaining food he gave the stranger was somehow meant for him.

What I give in love, is given in such a way, that you become satisfied. In your satisfaction, you carry that love forward. It is then that the love within you manifests a way to advance. You do not call out to someone to come, you do not hide the food under your bed, you do not store it for another time. Instead the life in you desires you to express that Love. Love is what brings manifest into being. And this is the love you listen to.

And this my God, is the knowledge you prepare for me.

I am with you forever, this is the way of things now and to come. 

Holy One, engrave this in my heart and mind, for it is truly amazing, perfect, and reminds me I am loved.

I am with you forever, seek me out, as you do.