ABUSE

Abuse

I had a snooze this afternoon.

At the end of it I had what shoild be considered a  vision. It was a vision of men abusing a child violently. I was utterly disturbed by this, and even before I opened my eyes, I called out to the Lord, and asked him to be witness to what was set upon me. The imagery lingered with me for about a half an hour and during that time I was utterly disgusted and disturbed by what I was shown. I kept praying for it to be taken from me.

Then, I carried out some chores, composed myself, and went out to be in the Spirit with the Lord. The following is the conversation in the Spirit.

I declared in the Spirit to the Lord,

"Lord I raised up to you and the Father that which was upon me in vivid and disturbing imagery. I have no memory of such terrible things, but the emotions involved seemed familiar. I do not know what all we spoke about after. I know that I just kept repeating myself until the imagery faded out of my short term memory."

The Lord replied immediately saying,

"What was set upon you was free to do so because your flesh has roots in that imagery. You were born of it, raised in it, and had in the past explored similar moments. I do not hold this against you, you have proven to me, and many in heaven are witness to the repent you made years ago regarding those actions, and the nature of your actions to prove you held that repent up. Still you had then experienced these desires again, because you had no knowledge of how to raise these desires up to be witnessed and judged. Now you do. And you showed that today when you were barely aware, then more so afterward. I am aware that made you disturbed and you began to question your own life. It is not lost to me how greatly disturbing that was for you."

I then recalled that during that half an hour while  the vision of the imagery was still freah in my mind, I sensed the Lord was showing me these things as an example of what he witnesses in the living. So in essence, I was axtually witnessing something that had occurred elsewhere which he was wirness to. I then replied to the Lord,

"Lord I remember now that you shared with me that these type of actions you are witness to and this was a new perception for me. Then you showed me how you see those involved and I was surprised that it was not in anger as much as it was by their sin, they are committed to what they have been driven towards. Meaning their actions are the sum of contributable factors, and although they have a choice, they choose to explore these horrible acts, and that relation becomes like a passion for them as it empowers their understanding of themselves in the world. This is very similar to what I recently was doing, exploring my desires, evoking sinful thoughts and involving myself in actions to empower the flesh. And also I see this type of empowerment and involvement throughout the world, and have touched on it in writings over a period of years."

The Lord then in the Spirit, acknowledged what I said in his reply,

"You were shown what I sense, and witness, because you are also a part of me, and I desire you to know me, and what I am involved in with the living. These times are witnessed in a different way in my place, as I am able to see their point of origin and their demise. But those who empower these spirit wicked states, are certainly held accountable by the enemy, and then also through me. My grace upon you freed you from the cost that was upon you, and your repentant ways freed you from much of my judgement over you.

I want you to consider what it means to empower spiritual states.

When a man has anger he acts on it because he desires the power it gives him. He strikes a woman, and she submits to it, out of fear. Then she harbors hatred as she heals, and is like a waiting tiger, ready to burst forth and empower her desire to act out of anger. She strikes her child, and embodies that spirit, meaning she is as a soul placing faith in that spiritual state to empower her desire, and it does. The child is raised in that fear, and harbors that anger against her. He learns as he grows that this anger is a fuel to a power over others, and he uses it without reason, gaining influence through threat and through action. This state of spiritual being has now incased him, and his soul believes it is necessary for survival. This ends with death, as that soul is unable to consider in conscience what is good, as it only describes its wickedness as good. Nations of people have fallen to spiritual states such as this, and even ministries in my name have empowered them. Anger is just one example.

When I am angry it is the same, but through me I am angry in purity, and my resolve is perfect. The anger that leads to sin is through the Spirit set within the world, and it is imperfect -rooted in pride. Many of my 'holy states of being' as you call them, are unknown in the world, as the living 'humanize' them as you say, and this is actually the empowerment of the Spirit of the World which is the opposition to what is holy and pure."

I then thought about how the bible shows God as angry even hateful, promoting violence and murder in some cases. I declared to the Lord,

"Lord, hate, jealousy, anger, zealous behavior, favoritism, murder, violence, and other behaviors have been noted in the holy scriptures and also in the testimonies and ministries of your disciples; all as descriptions of you, either as the Lord God or as the Son of God. From what you have just told me, what has occurred is great misconceptions based on error. I see now what you are saying, and my thought is..what hope is there? Mercy, yes mercy Lord."

Then the Lord offered this insight in the Spirit,

"As I have set upon you, the enemy has done the same to those who prove themselves obedient to him. And this light of understanding which is of darkness, is great, vast, and overwhelms all within the veil. This is what I shelter you from. You see with my vision, and how much you do indeed witness, as I have seen through you also."

Yesterday after meditating and receiving council in the Spirit, the Lord said it is his wish for me to see him. The following is his reply to this,

"When I said to you, that I wish for you to see me, you took it first as a task. You immediately relied on your eyes, then you laughed and realized it would not be as such. Then you began to explore how you could transcend, as I allowed you to do this before. You consider fasting, you consider lucidity. In the end you stopped considering options. You did however ask the Father to assist you in this because you wanted to fulfill my wish for you. I hold you in respect for that.

To see me, is to know me. And today I showed you a vision and the corresponding understanding of what I am witness to. Although it was brief, now you have an indication of how I see the living. For you to mature in me, these type of things will come upon you. Now that you know this, you can raise them up in a recognition for I and the Father to witness. They will not all be regarding the living, but they will be a part of my perception which is perfect. We will approach them together as we have done today. To see me is to know me. When you see a stranger they are perceived a certain way. Then you ask them into your home to eat and rest, you converse and they are then perceived by you differently. Every interaction alters perception, and in me it will be the same while you are in the world. It is good.

Be at peace."

I knew my council with him was at an end. So I said in the Spirit of thanksgiving the following:

"Thank you Lord for sharing yourself in this way with me.

Father, thank you for your son and our bond. May I come to know him, to love him more, and to also gain understanding of the authority set upon him. I am not ignorant to the fact that I will partake in the authority. May my time with him, build a steady and sid foundation eternally so I may serve as it is deemed best. Glory to you Father God, Amen."

Then the Lord added,

"Much is to be said about you way in me. It is good. Go."

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What I hope was accomplished by sharing this with you the reader, is that there is the Spirit of the World, and then there is the Holy Spirit. One is a light that is perfect and holy, the other is a light that is the foundation of spiritual influences in the world which is in darkness. All who have been alive have been subject to the spirit of the world. We are all guilty of making choices based on its influence. But let it be known, that the Holy Spirit is perfect, and so is the Authority that is a part of it. 

What I also hoped to acheive by sharing this, was that the world labels us by our flesh, and our flesh is the product of our birth, our environment, and ultimately our choices. Without Christ, we are born condemned. Alone, there is hope in the grace Christ provided. In Christ, as you are now aware, we are able to raise up what is set upon us. Without that opportunity, we would remain unaware of ourselves, blind in our choices, and condemned like the rest of the children of the world.

If you have taken part in the abuse of children in any form, it was for you I shared this. You are able to raise these actions you took or were taken against you up to the Father and Jesus to recognize. Repent these actions and take action to show your sincerity. Once this is accomplished, be aware of your choices, and what choices you make, let them honor Christ. You cannot alter what is set upon you, but you can live blameless in his sight.

I love you. You are loved.